Goddess of my Galaxy
I finally took down the Christmas cards that were sent to me for 2020, held to my electrical panel door with magnets. I saw the chaos they projected on Zoom and also like a tree that has not been taken down, may be a reflection of my deteriorating concept of time and space. I scan t he ones with kids and families and look back so I can see them growing year after year. There are some that are really pretty that I recycle the fronts if the backs aren't written on. There are others that I save, like the custom or hand made ones. I saved most of my "cancer cards". They are in a box with my family and friends’ photos and other crap I can't let go of. I thought about my own card and letter, which I do every year. It was really important for me not to complain about what a shit year this was, even though I thought my mother might die at one point. I also chose the photos for my Christmas card, like the one where w...